Why always me ?

I don't understand ... today is my sis birthday ...I'm sooooo happy for her . and we are so happy together we sang birthday song . and then she went to tuition . and I'm at home. suddenly I recieve a call from my friend. then he said he and some of his friend wanna go to secret recipe to have a cake to celebrate. and I ask my mum ,my mum said that we are busy and it's danger to go at night !!! so I he call again .... I answer and told him I"M NOT GOING !!! I told him I said we are busy . so then i went to eat dinner . then I call another of my sis friend, I told her we are not going i pass the phone to my mum and she told her my sis can't go for some reason!aster that she come back .... then she said I DIDN'T TOLD MY FRIEND MY SIS CAN'T GO . I told them it's like my wrong . the others didn't have wrong !!! what's the matter ?...so no fair ~~~

Why Me??

I don't understand everyone in this world can change too .... but why I'm the one who change .... I try to change ... ;'( my mum always said I love to complain ....I change that ..... and my friend say that I never tell the trurt .... and change i try to say thing straight .... but then they said I'm too straight !! I'm dizzy with all this thing ...... I need to control myself not to complain my brother....sister....and etc. but then I'm angry sometimes of my brother reaction .....
so I scold him .... then my mother say he love ppl to smooth talk to him not that mad .... so i change again ...I try not to scold .... but I don't know if there is any use .... I wish I'm a prefect girl .... but I'm not ....I can't do anything only ... nothing.... I guess..... I think I should take a deep breath and relax once a while ~~ it's better like this ....

MY BIRTHDAY !!!

hi everyone ^^ do you all know that today is my birthday? cool ya!I love it sooooo much ^^
I'm sooooo happy too. but one thing for sure , I'm not celebrating it today ^^ well , not like emm... not celebrating it the whole year^^ just not today^^ it's maybe thursday? or after my father sick is cure and after he come back from out station ~ hehe but I'm happy that my friend know that today is my birthday ^^ I don't know how day know maybe in facebook or youtube or .... lah
don't care lah ~ haha ~ but I'm happy ^^ hehe no matter what Haha~

18/10 a fireflies trip~

hehe have you ever see a firefly before? well I do at 18 oct i wen to kuala selangor to watch those little twinkle twinkle fireflies ^^ it's really beautiful ^^ well of course a little scared of you know crocodlie XD hehe but it's really really beautiful XD bring your girlfriend or boyfriend there more romance haha ^^

19/10~

I don't know~ my family said that they will celebrate my birthday at 19/10 but at that time my father is sick :( poor dad. i know my dad is sick then my mother suddenly say that I can't celebrate my birthday at that day cause dad is sick then i just say oh...... then go away ......
i fell very sad i though at least they are going to celebrate it today ~~although it's not the real day ~~ can't believe it not even earlier? haiz~ it's ok i know I'm wrong. cause i must let me dad be better first ~well ok fine i'll wait till he come back form out station ~~
better than nothing

but i still can wait till later ^^

16 of Oct ~ my birthday present

well I wonder who will give me my birthday present first ^^ well it's my dad XD
and the second one is my sis ^^
what do you think about it? it's pretty right? it's a purse hahax
nice har? yes I love it ^^ you're right I'm happy .really!
lol ~~